MusicGirl51889's Xanga

Friday, November 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 02:31:30 GMT

"I'm a red-neck woman, i ain't no high-class broad, I'm a product of my raisin i say hey ya'll and heeyaw, I keep my chritmas lights up on the front porch all year long, And i know all of the words to every charlie daniels song, so here's to allmy sisters who are kepping it country, let me here a big hell yeah from the red-neck girls like me!

Lady? please!!!! They have manners! lol. So I know what you're all thinkin, "She's so predictable, we all knew this was coming." Well, screw you all. I don't care whether you knew or not. You all hated me for "What I Did to dustin" well he still loves me so get over it. Yes i'm with him again and hopefully he doesn't get sick of me. I'm tired of drama, sick of highschool, and ready for a change... and deep down i think we all are, so i'm gonna make a change. Hate me if you want, call me a bitch or a whore, whatever just do it to my face, have the decency and the courage to tell me what you think. I'm sick of hearing from bridgette that everyone's really worried and they're all pissed at me when the only evidence i have is that you avoid talking to me. well don't whine to her about how i won't talk to you. I promise you whoever you are that if you ask me i will explain and answer you honestly. just COME TO ME!!! I'm always just a phone call away...

Grace

Monday, September 11, 2006

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 22:05:09 GMT

so yeah.... being mopey sucks, i'm gonna live life to the fullest i can and drag alng anyone that i can! so if your PMSing or just being retarded than know that i will not have a moments hesitation to tell you to suck it up and then make a random noise. your not sad around certain people because you choose to let yourself, so let yourself all the time. i had a VERY BAD DAY, but it wouldn't have been so bad if i had let people cheer me up and focus on better things.

the power to be happy lies in your decisions, not your surroundings.

Monday, July 17, 2006

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 15:25:57 GMT

So iI watched message in a bottle last night and I have made some decisions about life in general. (wouldn't you like to know) so anyways life is looked upon from a different perspective, and definitley Love, for try as you may in the end its my choice to decide how, where, when, and why. but thats why God created us. To make choices and to learn, whether we choose to decide well or be foolish with them, its still that right that no one can take away, the right to choose your own fate. I have had the blessing of haveing many wise and influential people in my life to educate me and to show me how the choices will affect me and I only hope that I will do a good job. So now I say thank you for everything you taught me.

Farewell, Grace

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 02:35:54 GMT

so yeah now it's officially benn WAY over a month since i've updated!!!! YAY FOR ME!!!! i thinnk no one else could handle that pressure!!! ok so yeah i SUCK at xanga and sometimes at life....wait who am i tryin to kid? so drama is crazy because its tech week and life is just kinda life.... friends, school, arguements, teachers, assignments and parents, bills, work, practice,tryouts, love, pain, happieness, sacrifice and comprimise. the last five are what makes a good relationship. you can't not have a good relationship with out these key factors, well you could but that would mean one of the people was suffering so the other could enjoy. learn this now or forever hold your peace

you all know i'm crazy, Joe Dark

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 01:20:51 GMT

YYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i finaly caught up with most of those comments!!!! well i think i might have missed a few in the middle because i forgot which ones i replied to 2 weeks ago............... nevermind i'm through embaressing myself.....HA YEAH RIGHT!!!!!!!! THATS A LAUGH!!! i have come to the conclusion that some people only like mebecause i'm extremly entertaining when i get hyper and its mainly because i go crazy and do stupid stuff that embaresses me. Not stupid as in "you could have killed yourself" but stupid as in i'm not so bright when i do get hyper...so yeah i'm over explaining again which i have recently had a few people tell me is getting annoying because i'm doin it all the time...... but yeah so this is my random update for like 3 months!!!! JUST KIDDING!!!!!! i hate having to click next screen to see all of my comments it makes it very dificult to reply to them and i don't like it and there i go again restating the same thing....ok bye

Friday, January 20, 2006

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 03:13:32 GMT

so its been tough yes?, for all of us, listen to this song and relax take a break from this hectic world and get wrapped up in a nice acoustic song, I know that a lot of the people that read this site either don't know more or don't particularly like me, and I can't do anything about it, I hope you see that before you can really grow to be christian people, you have to learn to except change, and the fact that others change to, things are going to be different you won't always be in this group you may be called to move, Gods plans are different for everyone, when he calls someone you should be happy for them, you will learn and when you do you will know, Gods will is more important then little fights and opinions, hope you have a good week,

Knowledge comes, but wisdom lingers.
Alfred Lord Tennyson
English poet (1809 - 1892)
~D.Snow

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 03:57:57 GMT

so i decided that my xanga has been basicly my venting jounal, becky u should b proud but theni decided that i don't want it 2 b for numerous reasons. 1. it makes it look like i'm a very unhappy person. 2. u guys hav 2 listen 2 it. 3. i don't like hearing responses 2 me figuring things out for myself. 4.........well 1-3 is enough!!!!! lol love that show!!! but that was 1 & 2 that she said....o well i don't care!!! yeah so i decided another thing.-i know wat ur thinking, o great more decisions on hur part!!! fan-freakin-tastic!!!! lol yeah so i'm gonna b my happy normal self on here from now on!!! i'll prob make another site 4 venting cause i like typing and hate writing!!!! but i won't tell u guys about it so that u don't feel like u hav 2 put up w/me more. yeah so i just made my last decision 4 the night & that is that this turned out way longer than i thought it would and i am now done.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 02:31:26 GMT

yeah the song is about it............if u can't hear than o well i can't really do anything about that. don't ask me about it tho cause u prob won't get an answer u want, or one that i want 2 give. i'm not angry the emotions are drained from me, i can't feel the pain anymore cause i've felt it 4 so long & cried so many times that i'm thru w/it all!!!!! i don't want 2 hearu say your not against me cause i am still close 2 some of u & u do tell me wat the others say so i don't want 2 hear u lie 2 me anymore. i hate going 2 church & having u all smile at me then actually getting my hopes up about me doing something right & that u all don't hate me anymore only 2 hav you talk about me behind my back & on IM tell me that u hav problems w/me!!!!! i don't (as boots and bridgette suggested) hav an "in crowd" cause i wasn't upset @ u guys!!! i messed up & i know and admitt that but u know wat, i came back & tried 2 make it better but then you guys wouldn't let me near you then!!!! i am not at fault now cause i did my thing i came back & tried 2 make it all better and u decided that u we're going 2 hate me for forever. but u know wat, thats gonna hurt but i hav so much hurt right now from u guys hating me that i don't care cause it would b less in the end!!! i know that i hurt u but i promise i hav more pain than u could hav imagined coming from this so i'm done w/it all now!!! i don't hate u, the only reason i stayed 4 this long is because i do love you guys but i hate being hated & i hate going in 2 church know ing that none of u like me anymore & i'm not gonna put up w/it anymore!!!! i dunno wat i'm gonna do about it but i'm not taking crap from anyone anymore!!!!! i'm not taking all of the blame!!!! not anymore cause i'm sick of taking my blame & urs!!!!! the song says "u try 2 blame me but some of this is still ur fault" i'm sick of everytime something goes wrong everyone turning 2 me imediatly, well grace u must hav screwed up so all of us hav 2 suffer now. i'm not gonna. and you know wat else? ur not gonna comment cause i don't want 2 hear the ten or so outta forty say i don't hate u & the others either blame me more or lie & say that u don't. so u know wat this is me venting now u get 2 deal w/it

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 14:13:40 GMT

u all say that i need 2 open up more, that u don't know me anymore, wel here's a little bit of me from my quiet time........& i hate sharing out of my quiet time it usually just stays between me & God............

confrontaion....difficulty w/submitting....disrespect....accusation.....false blame....fault.....pain....tears....anger....frustration....lack of love.....rumors....backstabbing....hate.......

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 21:18:35 GMT

........................................................ever had so much 2 say 2 so many ppl that u found urself speechless? i had it all planed out n my head 2 days ago but now i am @ a loss 4 words..............................................................................